using the blog again, cause sikai suggested this to me to let off my depression. i had kept all my past published post as draft as i had reaches another stage of my life, except for the 4 posts i felt it still link to what i leading now.
time flies, still rmb tt day i went for interview to become a prefect,all the struggle through the 4 yrs, every words zhisen,yicheng,janice,samuel,sikai,trudy,jiayii,liting etc said are still repeating around my ears,all the shock and sad and anger and all kinds of emotions i had in the board.Finally all had came to it ends, the batch of 2004-2007 prefects had stepped down yesterday,but the formal pass down will be on the investiture. the farewell night will be another memorable part as a last page of my prefect's life.
tears and sadness had filled my life,especially for the past few days.my eyes had turned into a running tap water and were beyond my control.from the sharing of my stories to the farewell night (danny,jolynn,ee ru , felicia and meng siuan u ppl really made me cried!),till today see her struggling so hard(althought been hit by her but what hurt me most was her action,i felt so guilty...)
i'm so tired,school reopen soon,but dozen of homework still yet to finish.really unlike myself,sometimes i think i'm someone else too...maybe 1 day i will really lost myself totally....