today is a very long day for me. first thing in the morning i woke up late and had to rush to work.thanks godness i'm just 5 min late, but had to avoid such things from happening again.

secondly,i been feeling very unease throughout the days...i hate this feeling coz it make me fail to do anything...i knew well in my heart that i'm not performing up to standard today.All i do is to pray tt my unease is just becoz i'm not feeling well and nth bad will happen.

today waited for the whole day,the customer tt wanted tt 9days india golden triangle trip came.haizzz....i'm still not familiar with the trip as i have nvr been there, hence i need to get help from my colleague again.thanks dean and liong so much helping me to explain to the customer and help me with the collect payment.so sry to coz them return home 1hr late....however the deal is close...

finally is time to home sweet home...so as usual call home to tell mum coming home le...but she nvr pick up my phone....tt unease feeling is rising...a sudden sense of unsecure hit me...i thought my mum had fainted at home and i call my dad for help.THANKS GODNESS...ltr she return my call and she is in the restroom so unable to pick my call...so i call back to my dad to tell him not to worry too...i didn noe why,but i just felt scare and helpless at tt moment...and can u believe it...when i finish my conversation with my mum thru phone...i actually cry at in the train...[silent tears i mean]....

i'm tired....just hope tt the feeling wun come back again...