odear...i felt so hollow out of sudden...maybe is too tired that's why my mind isn't working and quite blank now...

odear...i wonder why,after 3days of fun camp, all my negative emo came flying out of my soul...

odear...i really miss the time together with hazel xj sher and phyllis...i felt that i swaying away from them, so insecure...and hazel birthday is coming soon...i can't meet her...

odear...i miss my ikchin colleagues too,rmb i promise will go and visit them when school holiday, but it seems like impossible now...

odear...something gt to be wrong with me, i can't wait till fetch my sis back when i used to hate her so much...yet i'll miss her now and her birthday is this sunday....

odear...i think i sick of doing projects after 2days and 2 more days to go...how am i gg to survive through the next 3yrs with even more projects...WHO TELL ME POLY LIFE IS BETTER??

odear...my muscles finally felt the ache after 2days, and still gt more to come!!!

odear...odear...odear...ODEAR!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: i hate the feeling of hollow, the feeling of questioning myself, i think joy dun suite me...too much joy equal to amount of unhappiness bouncing out to my surface...funny weirdo and tt's me!