1 yr had over, "what had been done can nvr be undone" i written this here before and i can nvr forget abt it. Mummy ask me what is my current reflection or maybe feeling, i told her no idea. What can i tell her, can she really understand and feel what i feeling? Well, no one can feel what another person, at most UNDERSTAND shld be the word to be use.
Yeah, so coincidence that mum wore the same clothes as last yr...and she stated “景物依旧,人士亦非”this might be the best sentence to describe the whole picture bah... The clothing, the stuffs, the environment is still there as usual but the owner already gone. The sadness might have faded as the time past by, but the guilty of doing things that are unforgivable & can nvr be make up, the memory of all and all...shall be kept deep in my soul forever!!!
“人只有在失去后才懂得珍惜。。。在拥有的时候究竟做了些什么??千万别让你爱的人或爱你的人受伤,更不要让关心你的人失望,沮丧。。没人晓得下一刻会发生什么事,所以把这每个任务当作最后任务,尽心去完成,别留下一丝遗憾。。”--我也需无法办到,但至少我是这么想的!
ps: blue is the color that symbolise him in my mind.........