I AM IN FOR 16TH BATCH SBM CLUB SUBCOMM MEMEBER...
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Alright I had never thought that at any period of my life, I'll be having so much "position"...
First, i had my first shocked on 1Oct...It took me 2mths to adapt and use to this shock...
Second, unknowingly as i wanna score for all my proj, I kind of become the motivator for most of the project group...
Third, go play play also can enter the subcomm...
NOW!! Looking at the circumstances, i kind of "confidence" that i got 90% of the chance to get the job I want after gg to the interview through NYP humanlink which i just signed up today...Interview will be next wed 3pm...
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*phew*....I'm the first to receive the msg from SBMclub, scared me thought i'll be the only one, Luckily Huili and Jen are in too...if not i dun think i'll be gg....I start to think about my holiday, my year 2 life...I know I might be thinking too FAR away, but i think it will be better to think and PLAN early...
Busy is the only word...first look forward to the first Grading, the Orientation 2009, Club Crawl 2009...IVP or wadever de competition (i wan to be supportive grp only!!!)...
Next...7modules next yr...look forward to know what is my elective module and the NEmodule...and TEP which gg to happen in my semester 2..woolalas...
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Alright, i think serve me right by telling them at the interview say if i been selected I'll give it a try first...So yeah, I guess my testimonial at the end of 3yrs gg to b quite beautiful..but..i also wondering, should i be happy for i gg to live my poly life to the fullest and make many friends..or sad coz i might be moving away from my darlings i having now...
There always some lost when u gain...=(
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i had lost control of my tempered today, i had shed silent tears today, i feeling miserable today...when i thought i will be happy today...what's wrong with me?
The tears i shed just 3drops...I feel suck, I wish to cry out loud...but I just can't...something is there to stop my tears from flowing out, but i dunno what is that...
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