I'm not emo-ing now, but just realized something again. At the same time, I'm preparing myself to let things go. Partially I know I'm incapable, I'm not a smart and diligent person...there's not way for me to compete and beat the rest. On the other hand, I can only say 天时地利人和 all weren't there. Admit and accept, enjoy and SLACK..trying my best to have as much fun as I can within my little boundary. All I wish now is the time can past a little faster for the next 20days.
A little feeling reflection. If I say I got no disappointment at all, that will be a WHITE LIE. I can't believe that I'm suffering in TEP so much when so many friends told me how fun it is. Am i expecting too much due to all the wonderful comment? Or is it my problems cause I know well that I had changed a lot even for the past 1year? Well no matter what it is, quoting again "一个巴掌拍不响"
Fate, I really don't know how horrible people at the other part of the world might be suffering, I only know that I didn't really have much good life ever since I under the world. And thanks, I get to understand the world at a much younger age compare to all the little "princess and prince" of other parents. I'm not going to ask much, all I want is I'll be working hard for a goal, and please stop placing so many obstacles in my life...I had enough...please.......
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