This is my status now...Wanna say something...but i dunno how to express...
Something gonna happen...Everything gonna change...
I should have know it will happen right at the beginning..
But, I didn't dare to think or face it...
As time getting closer...I know I can't avoid anymore...
Everything will be just like the past...
All I can do is to accept it with a better preparation compare to the last round...
I lost my sense of direction coz no matter how hard I run forward...
By end of the day, I'll be bouncing back to the same starting point...
I can never be the final winner of any race...
Tired........Sick...........Weak........I hate them, but I'm having them in me...
So "funny"..
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"Like a Fish out of Water. Good is not Actually Good. Forget What You Hope to do."
Is Just Like What I Expected...But I Think It's Worse than What I Thought....
Labels: Reflections
