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Thursday, August 13, 2009

zzZZzz
I dunno when my body start to react to 1 formula...
which i name it "S"s formula
"S"s formula = Stress --> Sleep
Been pig-ing none stop...
My brain suck...Suck like hell
After memorizing the law by law stuff
Simply cant absorb the Marketing Management
PRay hard tmr after Law need to immediately chiong MM
Didnt start on the EFMA and B.Fin too..
Not much worry abt the 2...haix..
PLEASE, LAW must get over soon and MUST do well...

Cat-Jie very cute la...
Going Genting this weekend (play hard k)
den kept sms ask did i study not...kept remind me abt Uni
Yes Yes got do my best le but i'm nt smartdo..
sobsob =(
Papa out of sudden ask me go check gt wad kind of Uni Scholarship available
haix...to be honest given with my current grade.
SO LOUSY i kinda stress with their reminder and future planning..
Feel like telling them i got my own planS..but dunno why 开不了口..
sobsob =(
Exam suck...my brain sux...MYSELF MOST SUCK!!!!

Labels: Studies

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

attempt to study hard..
yeah i did...
ended up almost sleep, hence mummy advice me to take a break 1 day...
slow down my plan and all in the mess..
is okay..at least i had manage to memorize all the law words by words...
pray hard it will stay in my mind till friday!
Marketing management..I'm here for u!
Co-operate with me k..dun tire me out...dun stress me out...
Love u like hell hor...<3

Had LEVEL UP all the neccessary,
so that when CAt-jie will not be affected too much for next week...
Goodbye facebook...haix...if not u gg to put me into trouble la!!
I want my $1500 and a $100++ present...
hehe...GAMBATEH!

Told ZW coach last wk that i gg to miss 2wks training...
So sorry...when i'm already the worst in understanding and controling the weapon.
Will work double harder after exam over de...
PRomise to myself!

Talking to mummy and some reflection now...all i wanna say is
"人情留一线，日后好相见"

Labels: Studies

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Another week past, all i can say is "有惊无险，又到周末！"

Kind of real tired with little sleeping hours...

Blame no one but my inefficiency, and bad self-discipline...

Still glad that ESSRS ICA2 is OVER!

So Sorry that SWOT is weak as it is done by me...hope wun affect the grade, REAL SORRY!

Next MM ICA2 Project Report had handed in on time..

But still got Presentation on coming wednesday!

Jiayou! and I think is really nice working with a foreign student as i really get to learn alot..

Today ICT ICA on excel ROX my world! 10% hope i can score full...high chance sia! Yipee!

However 2 more ICA paper and 1 ICA quiz + 1 ppt next wk...

OMAN! So many more, and counting down 3wks to study wk, 5more to exam!

1 Sem is going to over soon, nth much had done!

Back to the same old stories..hahas =P

Well, got short short reflection for my CCAs again.

First of coz about wushu, all i can say is passion is still there..

But i'm just simply too tired, such as this wed i only gt 2hrs slp + something happened!

I can predict now that I gg to hear my name being called again and again next wk training!

Just hope that the wk after next everything is done, den i can perform well again!

Hearing my name so many times within 2hrs...is nth nice and feel so extreme Paiseh sia!

Next is SBM club, long long nvr go KPO/ attend their stuff

Still got receive email from President...however i wonder 1 thing!

If they really treasure and fair to everyone, den why Cihui de email is still tt wrong de?

When we specifically leave a msg to ask for "NOTICE"

Well, if i can let go abit for wushu i think SBM! Gdbye...^^

Wow! got to go play abit more..

Lots of plan ahead for next 3 days before tuesday come again..

Bye!

Labels: CCAs, Studies

Monday, June 15, 2009

Chiong finish Biz Law today..

Happy Happy..

Going to Chiong Biz Finance next..

Then ESSRS...

Aim to complete 3 out of 4 projects by end of holiday!

Horray!!

ps:ur only concern is tt...gdbye

Labels: Studies

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Cihui complain say i force her blog...but i juz think since she is the one tt took this pic she shld b the first to post it sia...

According to Cihui this 2 CHINA GIRL (can u see, can right?)sitted at the MRT floor during the peak hour 6pm from YCK- CCK ...RIGHT IN FRONT OF ONE OF THE DOOR!!

highlight a bit RIGHT IN FRONT....

Well, I dunno is they juz came to Singapore den still having some CULTURE SHOCK..

or They simply love our citizens butts in terms of "look" and "smell"

Hope such people will reflect their selfishness, and change...

This is SINGAPORE! Do 入乡随俗, be more considerate, dun do those funny things...

IF NOT, pls go back to where u are from...THANKS SO MUCH!!!

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NOW! Dedicating to CK bro...

Bro dun be too stress out, dun be too angry with those MORONS!

coz there are too many of such kind people in these world...

Smile @ these people coz they make u look SMARTER...

AND nurture more responsibility in u...

Anw, glad that the web is gd for u...Sry I cant help much la...

Jiayou la

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Back to my today life...

BAD! Early in the morning headache...feel so uncomfortable

Anytime I gg to have my second round of sicksick period now...

Try hard to stay strong be strong...

Mummy getting angry that i'm sleeping too much recently

But I hope she will understand, if I'm given a choice..i wun sleep so much...

I will do some others thing de....

Morning Cihui waited for me at the control station for 30mins

Thanks Thanks

However, something really BAD happen once we reach sch...

Shld I say Lucky i suggest to walk the shortcut...

IF NOT i cant imagine the consequences...

Reach school already abit heat heat, steps into lecture hall...

I think my temperature raise to at least 38 and above..

Almos fainted la...Cihui is nth better...

However, to CIHUI...the part i dedicate to CK bro also applies on us k...

u get wad i mean la...

Nice time at Gloria Jean's...

Then good lecture...and nice chat chat with GK Lee...

Now, time for MM revision...

While my mind still struggling with whether to go training tmr...

if i skip skip..mean i gg to miss 2wks (coz of campus run)

Can I afford that? I really dunno...

Hope my body dun give me negative signals la...

Pray Pray...

End here, Goodbye...

Labels: Reflections, Studies

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Well MIA for the past 2 days from Computer...A good prove show that I'm not Computer Addicted!! haha =P

Huili did u pop by this 2days juz to check the post I wanted to dedicate to u is up le mah?

If yes...sorry to keep u waiting!! here the post for u k...

TO MISS C HUILI

(u say dun put ur pic alone, so i put 1 with me too...)

HAHAS...First I want to Thanks you for the sweet sweet post at ur blog...

It touches my heart k...hahas...

Thanks for saying that u noe I'm CUTE...but i still like to emphasize on tt leh...

Anw u are also a cute and kind little girl...Look young and innocent too...

Fun to have u around and always LES with me...but dun worry I wun rape u de k!!

Coz afterall I'm a strict person...

Love ur sexy lovely voice, and ur ways of showing ANGER...

It simply make us laugh MORE...den worry that u r angry...

Love u lotsa k....

To my dearest Poly daring-> CHEE HUILI!!!

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Alright, Friday me and huili got a nice time while waiting for cihui to finish taking pic with her friends....

It really a HOT weather and is bored to stand there waiting without doing anything...

So we decide to look for some "ice-cream" around...and YEAH we found ONE!!

I know I'm abit crazy according to Huili bloggy...but well only for Friday...

I'm not a 花痴 afterall...but seriously didn't know our school got such a nice cooling "ice-cream" around..=X

HUILI....dun be sad that he is already graduated from NYP k...hahas....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Friday night seem to be Sleeping Time for me...Back home jiu PIG liao...

Saturday back to school...After 1 yr+ in NYP, ytd den realise...

Saturaday No Cheers...

WTH la!!!

Anw, go back for SBM club thingy....Games TIME

Afterall it is so fun, and get to know the new sub-comm members...

Somehow i do enjoy that 3hours with SBM people for the first time without my piggy family around...

Good signs? Bad signs? I dunno sia....

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Hahas...homework time...

Force myself to complete the EFMA tutorial...not bad i complete all with the answer tutor gave us...

BUT i'm pissed with myself (also the "REST")...coz I dunno which company my group nid to do for the comparison of project....

SUX!!!!

the rest of the tutorial...OMAN...aliens to me again..dunno why...

Give up liao, pay attention in class this wk bah!

Nid to study 3 theory modules for the ICAs...

Boooooooooooooooooo.....

Just hope everything will be as good as my EFMA and B.Fin ICAs

(coz i seriously think i gg to do well for tt 2...hahas)

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

Alright, got to go get thingsssss done...byebye...

Labels: CCAs, random, Studies

Monday, May 25, 2009

MADness is growing in me!

(not refering to angry la)

Mahjong session till 6am with mummy and Cat-jie just now...

Due to the craving of playing after 3mths....

As usual..mummy lost to us, but she is really good at playing without looking at what tiles she throwing out...

Causing me and Cat-jie can't win and end up 流局...

6am slept...they are still playing chess with 周公in lala-land...

But I'm here to do blogging?

Well my main purpose is not blogging...but to clear whatever project research on hands...

Happy that after slackin 1 wk, sick for 2 wk...this wk i finally manage to finish 80% of my tutorial...

Must really work hard sia, ICAs weeks now...

I really got no confidence, can someone please give me more luck, more knowledge and more TIME/more energy...

24 hrs per day is really not enough for me...

Last but not least, I wish that I dun always act as "leader" in the group...

It is quite stressing coz got to push other to do work and I'll have to set a role model for the rest...

What if I failed either 1 portion of it...there goes my projects result...

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Woke up to release my rubbish here before I start my day...=X

ps: I think this is a Monday's Blue post...=X

Labels: my life, Studies

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Wednesday

As usual...a day of buzz-ness

Morning tutorial is in a mess for me...

Understanding= 0%

Fallen asleep in MM...tutor wake me up =X

Before lesson busy copying answer blindly

First time in poly i actually copying homework!

Well done!! I'm getting from bad to worse...

Chiong down to Tiong Bahru to collect my wages for April..

Is like crazy rushing from YCK to TB within 2hrs..

Anyway Thanks YaoTeck for taking care of my bulky bag...

Have some fun with Serene and her fellow classmates @ library...

While trying to revise and memorise MM theory..

Is like shit! I can't absorb any single thing...

Went down to North canteen and ate prata with Corinne Ruiqi Kennard Fengwei etc.!

Another fun time gossiping with Corinne and Ruiqi...

But seriously gossip @ canteen is DANGEROUS!

I almost got myself into trouble for nvr observe the surrounding well enough!

Training...

FREAK SHIT F*** for me!!

Warm-up is still ok...but when come to ti tui...=X

I can't imagine my STM is so serious that I actually lost feel of how to do even zheng ti tui!

Everything worse when come to the jumping turning tui!!!

Forget about butterfly kick and cartwheel!

After the ti tui..my body start giving me problems...

The numb of muscles, asthma sign, running nose!!

I hate it...why and how did i let myself land into such a stage?

Revise of routine-> no strength thoughout...

Learn dao... no strength and my brain ain't working...can't get any of the steps right!

PT...sux!! I didn't complete any sets out of all 3 given by GY coach...

I'm too weak to even complete the 40times "punishment"

I simply can't even pick myself up from the ground...

I hate it!! Why i let myself sick so serious...

( i didn't sweat at all during the training!!)

Going home...saw Eric coach car den we decide to have some fun...

here is goes with some cute pic consist of the car, naiyu and ruiqi..

Sorry is kind of dark...but still can see the figures la..unless u r blind!

naiyu first try...look like kanna bounce off by the car!!

Ruiqi demo-ing to naiyu of wad is a good kicking posture!

Second try by naiyu...btr den the first bah...hahas =P

Thanks papa for coming to fetch me...if not i think by 10pm i still haven reach home yet...

ps: Activating the other blog...Juan i really dun like to post there...but hor I really dunno where to express my thing le... I missed the past days just like u gals and guys...=(

Labels: Studies, wushu

sobsob

Friday, May 8, 2009

Sobsob...Feeling terrible again...
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Bad day for me...
Thot of slp early wake up early to study abit for ICT ICA1...
But, I simply can't absorb in anything...
Serious headache, slight fevering...sore throat feel like vomitting...
Is killing me...Pray hard my ICA1 wun be affected if not my As for the module =X
Sry Juan i failed to do wad i promised...coz I really fall sick le... =.=
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For past 2 days is like ??? to me..
especially Wednesday...as usual packed with stuff...
Lesson den break (went to slp outside mentoring clubroom den had some fun with huili) den seminar regarding the Nestle-NYP marketing competition...
Go to library find Serene to revise work, but somehow my mood is around everywhere except on those notes =X
Briefing of Orientation...[seriously i wun eat in clubroom anymore, with all the words that trying to kill my appetite and worse feel like vomitting...causing me ltr of the night having bad tummy ache due to 消化不良]...
Orientation is like..........i dun wanna say much!! But key thing is we got back our grading cert!!
hmmm, suprisingly I got a 甲grade...and CONGRATS to all coz we had all promoted le!!!
Yup...and i end my wednesday with bad tummy ache which mention above la...=X
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Thursday..nth much juz all those dry lec which make me sleep thru-out and causing my neck muscles aching like hell too...due to the bad sleeping position...sian... =(
However 1 msg spoil my mood...he is flying off again and this time will be 4yrs...
I dunno wad la...I can't meet him even he is here! Yet feel kinda of sad when knowing he is flying off again...Grrrrrrrrrrrrr.... Just wish him all the best la! Hope he will be happy everywhere he goes...^.^
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Alright going for 10-15min nap and ready to sch...PRAYYYY for my ICA =X

Labels: my life, Studies, wushu

mood rate 3

Monday, May 4, 2009

Dolphin mood rate: 10
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hmmm...Today is the first time to be positive rating...
Thanks to facebook Hell Kitchen and Restaurant City...
Haix...So far other than due to slacking and playing most of the modules tutorial still can understand...
Except for EFMA... =X the only module lecture that I had fallen asleep...
Seem like really can't sleep liao (+lecture with BF & SW students so scary, no one is sleeping la...only me fallen asleep from wad i see =_=")
Jiayou...Tomorrow gg to National Museum for NE project! Once done clear this module le!!!
YIPEEEE!!!!
Alright ending here gg back to revise for ICT ICA1 (10%)...hope i do well for it!!! =)
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ps 1: sorry for unable to attend ur dad's wake...glad to know he go with a smile, hope u will be fine soon and do take care of urself....(if u r reading u noe i'm saying u, dun think u want everyone to noe abt it)...JIAYOU TOGETHER!!!!

ps 2: I kinda happy when "u" see and msn me abt it altho "u" nvr say much...=P

Labels: my life, Studies

Mood rate 2

Friday, May 1, 2009

Dolphin mood rate: -50%
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Volcano! Misunderstanding! Dun bother to understanding! Illness!
I have enough...but FATE seem to dun think so...
I think I'm suffering...but there are people that is going thru more den I do...
I'm no longer that strong and wise boyish girl...
Hope I can find out wad the real me now [but i wish i'll go back to the old me]!!
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My mood is slightly btr thanks to the group project group...
I really feel so happy that in each of the group I got at least 1 good members with me!
Nevertheless to mention about the BF project...Envy 死 everyone...Just hope we really can score the A that everyone seen in us...
I'm glad that after 1wk of lecture and lesson, my worries of can't cope with the knowledge had lessen...
These are now my hope my support...
I wonder how much I can struggle for the rest? but at least I can let 33% settle down now...

Labels: my life, Studies

mood rate 1

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Dolphin mood rate: -100%

Today I skipped my first EFMA lesson coz MS Neo say she wun teach much...
Reach school @ 11am..MKTMGT tutor is a very cute lady i look forward to her class...
Lunch break...BloodyHell Cheers!! People @ the counter say welcome like 7th mth...Pass thing to Cihui like cihui owe her $$ ...
No more hot water nvr refill...end up we gt to heat up our noodles using Microwave oven...
Stupid oven sux...heat like no heat [end up eating all the radiation]
Slack around at Metoring Room...Something happened [dun and cant elaborate much]
All I can say is Life is full of unexpected event...We serious cant change what had happened...Other than accept and coping we aint given any other choice...Only hope that there isn't any lifetime sadness & regretness...Coz it is really miserable !!!
NE lecture is like I totally dunno wad's gg on...So forget it!!
Went to Clubroom to report after NE, meeting blahblahblah... [cant and dunno how to elaborate too]
Rush back to LTD 4 for BF make up lesson...
My actual lecturer nt there then tt re-leave lecturer CMI..his english Tok-Kong...i simply wasting my time in there...
Chiong to hall for training IMMEDIATELY after lecture...reached hall already 7pm...
Sad miss 1hr for tt stupid meaningless lecture....[i nvr get to do the super shiok warm up with them )=]
Learn 刀today... sadsadSAD!! idiot hand no strength [no sound produced]...stupid brain can't rmb which is 刀尖 or 刀背...sry if i coz anyone cold sweat-ed....
Asked GY coach of it...is either too Far or too Expensive...I got to save up sia...=X
Now I haven ate yet, coz i angry with mummy....
She kept complaining not feeling well, kept nagging...nvr tell me wad i can do for her...Ask her go see doctor she refuse...WAD CAN I DO?!
If I wanna eat alone after buying food home, den must as well I dine out with friends la...
Dun she understand all the purpose... [i guess i gg to slp leaving the food there and throw away in the morning, u dun eat i also dun eat lo...scare arh?!]

Labels: my life, Studies, wushu

emptiness

Monday, April 27, 2009

Tmr school going to start le...
Before it even started for me...I already feel the stress of :
1) $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
2) I don't understand the lecture notes on elearning...
3) A weird emptiness in me tonight...
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I done with my "proposal" and had seen Serene de...
Abit guilty liao, coz can see the different effort in it...=X
I dunno wad in my mind, and somehow I dun wanna noe too...
Anw someone that I nvr tot have tempered de actually tell me he quite pissed off..
Shocking and I know changes gonna take place again...
Good or bad? I dunno and is not up to me to judge..
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No matter wad...I look forward to EVERYTHING!!
hope sch start my emptiness will be filled up again... =)

Labels: my life, Studies

Results

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Thanks SERENE
You are my saviour today...
And I really mean it...
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First you sms me and wake me up,
or else I'm sure going to oversleep for work....
Next I feel so low over my overall 3.333 GPA
and didn't see the msg of admitted into director list...
Yet, you help me check and told me where to find that msg...
Letting me know that my standalone sem2 3.667 had manage to help me get into 15%
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I typed an emo post...
And now I deleting that replacing with this 1 here....
All thanks to Serene...
I thought today will be a tough day for me @ work with that 3.333
But now I guess there are some changes...
Changes that might even affect my sales today...
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Anyway afterall I still need a cold bath...
It took me 1hr30min to go JP...
Better go get things ready...
For those that concern about me..
I'm doing fine with my job scope, and all my colleagues are nice to me...
So far haven't get any scolding which I think is rather good...
Just that my legs ain't up to it...
Left leg cramped like hell when I was sleeping last night..
Bless me away from the pain...pls....................

Labels: Job, Serene, Studies

Exam period

Thursday, February 19, 2009

OMG!!! I'm bloody hell tired and bored now!!

First time in my life I actually sit down for days avoiding laptop/computer and finish up SO MANY past years exam papers...Well, I guess so far for the first 2 modules which already examed, it is worthy! Hopefully at least a B+ for the 2 modules...

I haven touch on my AFA yet, and now i'm struggling hard with POM!! Oman, i really cant memorize so much theory into my brain, all i can do it try my best! and catch the clue from lecturer n tutor...Pray hard tommorrow paper wouldnt be too tough...i will be very happy if can achieve just a B at the end of the day for my POM!!

*phew*...TPY food too nice liao i guess, how i wish i dun have the mission of buying dinner...I wonder why, i shivered so much when i sms-ing Serene....is it because the wind is too cold or is it because i feel so uncomfortable? haix...nvm, i guess i got to get used to it after few more times bah....hahas....

It is hard to reach all the expectation of ourselves, let alone others. It is even harder to compare among people as no one is exactly the same...Then why do people still love to compare? I feel like argue back, but i know I better dun...the skill of shutting my mouth up and keeping stuff just within myself is getting better and i'm glad to achieve it...coz it gonna save me from even more trouble...

I had so much reflections again through revising work, but i gt not much time leave before it is the time to enter that hall again for POM final examination...I shall write more next time...

I really enjoy the freedom of writing with my blog "closed"...hahas

Labels: my life, Studies